analyzing

I don't think to much. It's impossible to think to much. I do think a lot though. I think a lot and I try to analyze how I'm feeling and I realize that my strongest feeling right now, in a maelstrom of mixed, confused, complicated emotions, is irritation. I'm so damn annoyed with the whole situation. Annoyed with myself and with the world. Not mad at anyone or so, just irritated. I don't want my life to look like this. I want things to be easy.

"It would be so easy if we fell in love with each other, you and me."

So easy.