things

I posted on 22Vicar today.

Also it's payday and I got about one fourth of what I had expected. I hate being bad at maths, I can never be sure if there's something wrong or if I just counted wrong or misunderstood something from the start. I just feel stupid. I hate it. And I hate being so dependant on people.

So it turns out I had three weeks unpaid leave, and not one and a half as I thought. I don't know how I can manage to screw these things up. I mean, I'm smart. I'm not completely retarded, at least. But time and money and everything else that is basicall some sort of system depending on numbers - nothing. I screw it all up.

Fuck it.