I wish...

I wish I was more confident. I wish my lack of confidence wouldn't annoy anyone. I wish I could relax more. I wish my co-workers wouldn't assign cases to me that I don't have anything to do with. I wish I could stop worrying. I wish I was stronger and calmer and more balanced. I wish I would treat myself better. I wish I could see what is only crap going on in my head and what is real. I wish I was smarter, better.

I am at the moment collecting loads of recipes for bread, and other stuff. I bought some nice fabrics and I'm planning on making a skirt out of some of it, dark grey with red pinstripes, lovely heavy wool. A long winter skirt.

I've bought tickets to Cork the last weekend in February and it's going to be so awesome!