beautiful evening

Sara is back.

Johan and Viola moved out, Maria and I cleaned the whole first floor, I'm sitting in the livingroom, listening to great music, there's a gentle light over it all. From the sky and the candles in the coconuts.

My body is aching from to much drinking and lots of small wounds that I don't remember getting and not enough sleep and I should go to bed. But I want to stay down here.

We made a great chicken-bacon-feta cheese-spinach pie. And had some ice cream.

I wish I could be here to appreciate it. God I want to be here and feel like before.