I'm up before noon. My jaw is even better today. I'm going to Houston in 61 days. Life doesn't feel so meaningless today.
I talked to Maria last night and she's the sweetest person. Just talking to her always lifts my mood, even if its about silly things or nothing at all. It's impossible to feel lonely or unloved with a friend like her.
Today I'm gonna be alive. I think I've slept enough.
Whoa! I actually feel... ! I feel things. No apathy at the moment! WOOOOOOOO
So I had a few sandwiches with cheese for breakfast. Tiredness came back. Ugh.