I'm a fucking idiot. I hurt the one I love for no reason. I have his heart and I say things and do things that hurt him.
I'm so scared of losing him, I'm so scared of being this person that others don't like.
I'm tired and hungry and everything is fucking horrible.
I saw my shrink today. My head is chaos. Everthing sucks. I feel so lonely. I'm so tired of my life.