Got none. I woke up, got up after an hour, had breakfast, went back to bed. Woke up, got up, went back. Don't want to do anything. Trying to think of things to do. Paint. Watch something. Clean up. Make phone calls. Anything.
Nothing feels relevant. Everything is meaningless. I'm meaningless. I want to stop existing. Not die, just not exist.
But I can't sleep forever. Just need to get started. Do something. Anything.
Don't want to.
Read maybe. I have all those library books.